Time Shall Answer All

The Longest Night Ever...

2009-04-07T02:52:00.002+08:00

Me blogging at such a time.. means something ya?

Well.. had a family(w/o dad.. he is slping!!) talk that started at 12am...

Words were spoken.. Tears were wept.. Promises were made...

I love my brothers despite who they are.. i really do..

I love my parents despite the constant nagging from mum and the few words from dad.. i really do..

I finally see some light at the end of the tunnel in this issue.. lets hope every party involved keep to their promise..

I think wats flowing out of me are what they call.... Tears of Joy..

Peace Out!

Wats up ppl!

2009-03-17T15:38:00.002+08:00

Recently.. i done something not tat ethical.. i know i shouldn't.. but i did anyway.. and after i did it.. i totally regret doing it... sometimes in life.. its better to be ignorant about stuff... ignorance is bliss like some would say...

but i guess.. knowing wat is happening.. which is the ugly truth is impt to me as a person.. i hate to be kept in the dark... =)

i think its abt time i make a decision... should i stay or should i go...

oh.. hurt my ankle in soccer 2 sundays ago.. totally suk man.. i really hope its a bad sprain.. and not a hairline fracture... zzzz... god bless me...

Peace Out!

Garang Guni

2009-02-27T13:30:00.003+08:00

What a crazy recess week... got my minor in entrepreneurship the entire week.. playing this business simulation game... pretty interesting.. lots of decisions and factors to consider.. gotta write a journal on the experience for grading purposes!

Am amazed at the person who started the business of Garang Guni.. He sees your waste as treasure.. as the saying goes.. "A person's waste is another's treasure!"

I guess in life.. its the same! Some people might treat you like shyt.. cos they dun see the value in u.. while others might treat you like a treasure.. cos they see the value in u!

So.. if people dun treasure you... that person dun deserve u... there will definitely be others who want and value u..

and even even even if..... no one treasures you... you gotta Treasure yourself... you are worth more than you think!

Peace Out!

To My Dear Phantom....

2009-02-17T13:47:00.002+08:00

Haha.. Once again.. am really thankful that my bike didn't screw up in the middle of the expressway.. or in school... this time.. it couldn't start right at my hse's B1.. crazy man.. decided i wont go sch.. really crazy to go sch for 1.5 hrs.. while i travel for 3hrs.. dun make sense.. called the shop for help.. ask mi to push start.. tried.. FREAKing tiring.. tried many times.. failed.. alas.. succeeded.. quickly rode up the slope to my carpark.. once i am up! the engine died again.. haha! Ended up.. i push all the way to the bike shop.. which is relatively near.. damn tiring man.. spent my whole morning there.. they couldn't pin point the issue.. so kept checking here and there.. stripped the whole bike.. alas at 12+.. found the problem.. something spoiled.. replaced it.. gosh.. all this cost mi quite a bomb already...

last friday.. inspection (20) + spark plug+engine oil+cleaning the dunno wat+some rubber (55)..

Today... battery+the spoiled part (80).. damn pain.. damn pain...

Dear Phantom..

This year onwards, lets not visit that shop for any other purpose other than to change spark plug and engine oil ok?

riding you..
Jason

Expectations =P

2009-02-14T21:28:00.002+08:00

As a person, you will have alot of Expectations about everything and everyone...

When

1) Your expectations = Reality

You will be Happy!

2) Your expectations < Reality

Lagi (more for malay) Happy!!

3) Your expectations > Reality

You will be less Happy

Recently.. situation 3 happened to me.. been trying to lower my own expectations.. but i guess i need to lower it further to avoid being less happy.. =)

Today i volunteered to be one of the eight group leaders for my Entre course module EN104... to put it simply.. gonna have a business simulation game next next week.. www.marketplace6.com needed to chose the team members.. grp leaders were gathered in a rm to bid for the members u wanted.. highest bidder win.. omg right.. was damn damn exciting... more or less got who i wanted.. going to work with a very interesting grp of ppl.. got one Hari from India.. Joseph from China who owns a hotel apartment.. Cindy from SG owns a Eco tour agency... and Vincent from SG who apparently have his own business as well..

i am sure situation 2 will happen.. =)

Peace Out!

Its a little whining.. haha..

2009-01-30T12:37:00.005+08:00

AM so confused.. dunnno wats going on in her mind.. a moment yes... the next moment maybe... like wth.. say this.. but do tat... guess the heart and the mind dun often tally...

Jus when i thought i was able to forgive and forget and hope to start something new again.. you showed mi other wise... lift mi up to 10 storey then throw mi down again.. wth..

Guess forgiving and forgetting some idiots out there ain't that simple..

Disappointments come when your expectations dun match with reality.. guess i was expecting too much from you.. thought u would wanna give it another go..

Weeee.. ytd nite.. won $$ at Blackjack! WX's dad was damn kind la... =)

Think my stomach is super over worked... needa really give it a rest...

Peace Out!

CNY... watever...

2009-01-25T12:51:00.002+08:00

Seriously dun have the CNY mood this year round.. nothin to look forward to..

Just decided i shall not get the CK watch.. jus cannot find ways to open that tight fist of mine.. =)

This yr round.. gonna have lots of 21st birthday to attend.. all the dragon gers in my NTU.. waste time waste money... will not splurge on others anymore.. fucking stupid.. totally regret spending my fortune on that stupid gift.. fuck dumb.. could have got myself tat CK watch and many other stuff... argh.. oh well.. all in the past.. jus wanna whine a little..

Oh.. saw a VERY BAD accident on PIE last nite ard 3am.. FUCKING BAD.. one of the car smashed onto the tree and stuck on it.. cfm is speeding... so all the drivers out there.. pls.. pls.. dun speed... dun race with others or wat so ever.. its really silly to do tat.. by speeding.. only save u tat few mins.. for wat? u put urself in such great risk...

Happy New Year to all!

“Keep away from people who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that, but the really great make you feel that you, too, can become great.”
- Mark Twain

Peace Out!

I need to give tuition man...

2009-01-19T18:28:00.003+08:00

Saw this damn nice CK watch at bugis... but.. it cost $288.. WTH... sigh.. if only there is some huge discount.. jus so unwilling to pay that amt for a brand tat dun specialize in watches..

realised something abt myself.. when buying for someone else stuff.. price dun matter tat much.. but when it comes to my own stuff.. somehow price become a bigger issue.. love is blind...

Tried to put this screen protector on my mac.. failed terribly.. handphone one is easy.. cos its small.. try doing for laptop.. u will feel like blowing up man!

haha.. oh well.. am starin at this defect screen protector with 2 air bubble and strands of dust everywhere.. oh well.. nothin is perfect...

Nothin to look forward to lately... CNY got no appeal to me at all..

Peace Out..

Get Comfortable with feeling Uncomfotable!

2009-01-16T10:57:00.003+08:00

My communication tutor actually told us this while in class on thurs.. he mentioned that whenever you are feeling uncomfortable and nervous, its actually a good thing.. u r actually pushing yourself out of your own comfort zone. Only through this can u be a better person in all aspects..

so his advise to all of us...

"Get Comfortable with feeling Uncomfortable"
- Be at comfort at the fact that you are pushing yourself beyond ur limit to achieve more..

Peace Out!

Merry XMas!

2008-12-25T13:36:00.002+08:00

Wish everyone a Very Happy and Merry Christmas! Haven been blogging much.. am so darn busy with my minor in entrepreneurship.. haha.. busy bumble bee man.. every module last 5 working days.. and my team is expected to rush our project within a weeks time.. its kinda crazy... but damn fun! My group's pretty much the Slackest and the Funniest one around.. While everyone looks damn stressed out in class, we are happily making jokes and laughing our ass out at Russel Peters Video.. haha.. The whole class is nuts about him.. Go Watch if u have the time!

Oh.. i am using my MACBOOK now to blog this.. hahaha! Shall name my MacBook as Jason Junior! hahahahaa....

Satisfied with Life
Jason

Operation "After So Long"

2008-11-26T00:25:00.003+08:00

Yes! Time for Operation "After So Long" to commence.. Got to start gathering all the necessary resources now.. not much time left.. and i got OBS and minor coming up.. got to make sure i do this!!

Hmm.. u know.. during this whole period.. i really really believe that a guy and a ger can be genuinely good friends with no other ill intentions of getting close to them.. so amazing.. i used to believe that whenever a guy wanna get close to a ger.. there must be some ulterior motives.. but.. guess not!

Found some really good ger friends along my way in life.. Ginger.. Joanne.. Joanne.. Gina.. Trina.. They are amazing gers that stood by me in times of need.. am really glad to have them as my friends.. and i really hope to be able to keep them as friend for a long long time.. =)

Jason Out!

I Am Finally Alive Again...

2008-11-24T22:16:00.005+08:00

Yeah.. i guess.. after like 4 months of trying to revive myself.. i am finally alive again! Would really like to thank all the people who gave their support to me when i am tat low.. low... =)

Thanks To All The Nurses: Dave, Tong, Von, Louis, Weiliang, Lisa, Ian, Tony, My Bro, Desmond, NanAn, Darren, Ginger, Joanne, Joanne, Gina, Trina and Everyone who has helped me in a way or another!

And not forgetting.. Minz.. thanks for helping me to get over this whole incident.. am really really happy that things have finally ended the way that i would love it to be... still good friends after everything! tats wat we have talked about before isn't it.. =) But who knows wat the future have installed for us.. We might or might not cross path yet again.. but i am really glad we are still gd friends at the end of the day.. u can always be sure that i will be there for u if u need someone ya!

This 4 months was not easy AT ALL.. trust me.. haha.. i think the amount of tears in this 4 months is more than all the amount add together for the past of my 20+yrs of life... =X haha! But.. i guess... time will heal all wounds.. Time Shall Answer All..

ps: Minz.. try to not think of nasty stuff all the time.. it makes u such an angry person(Not pretty le...).. haha.. think of happy stuff! like the shopping u gonna do in HK!! The Rides u will be taking at Ocean Park and Disney!! The FOOD in HK(Sure DAMN BLOODY NICE LA!) and all the yandao HK guys! Think about the Fun u will get speaking in Canton! But i still think the food will make u happy.. haha!!! so shiok la! oh man.. salivating as i imagine u eating all those food... ARGH! =)

买东西，吃东西，再买东西，再吃东西，再再买东西，再再吃东西！

HAVE LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS OF FUN IN HONGKONG!!

pss: Louis.. HAVE FUN WITH UR "GAY' FRIEND!! BUY STUFF BACK FOR MI HOR... =p

Jason Out!

"Bloody Year!"

2008-11-19T19:43:00.004+08:00

First, i dislocated my R Knee while playing soccer...

Next, my Heart got broken into Gazillion Pieces..

Then, I Cut my finger while washing my bike.. saw the flesh IN my finger.. got light headed.. thought i was gonna faint..

Now, I got bitten by a very nice looking Jack Russel.. totally caught off guard.. gosh.. and so lucky on my right hand.. oh well..

Hmm.. Exams have already started.. but.. i am totally not feeling any stress at all.. totally.. perhaps my mind is preoccupied with other matters.. i feel so "prepared" all the time.. and i feel i got nothing else to revise.. oh well.. guess its a good thing..

Love is amazing while it lasted..

**** Addict Out...

Roller-Coaster!

2008-11-16T22:29:00.004+08:00

Weeeeeeee..........

Argh.............

Weeeeeeee..............

Argh................

Thats the up and down of roller-coasters... Which abt sums up what i am going through right now...

Rly interesting...

Each time i try to figure out what is going on.. and the moment i thought i got it all figure out... i was proven wrong! Craps.. talk abt having an analytical mind..

Luckily.. i am rather prepared for tmr's TAX paper.. Cos.. i am spending most of my time now trying to figure out.. WHAT EXACTLY IS GOING ON.... Why is it not the way i thought it is.. Why does it always turn out the other way.. *Puzzled*

Guess i need more facts before doing my analysis... perhaps an interview would garner a different perspective..

OH man.. got to learn to keep my focus.. exams are here.. but wats on my mind is not Accounting or Law! Craps.. IF only we can manually select wat goes on in our mind.. but too bad.. there is no such thing right now.. Jus got to live with all the distractions while revising at the same time.. good training..

Talk Cock, Sing Song, Play Mahjong!

Thanks!

**** Addict Out...

FISH YOU

2008-11-14T23:58:00.007+08:00

Shows are Shows..
And they will always be shows..

I Thought..
I Tried..
I Failed..

SO..... FISH YOU!

YOU ARE A BLOODY * THAT IS FULL OF FISHING LIES!
I HOPE YOU FISHING BURN IN HELL!
DUN EVEN TRY ANYTHING YOU FISHING *!
COS U WILL JUST MAKE IT WORST!
HOPE YOU GET SDIA AND FISHING DIE!

YOU DUN FISHING DESERVE ANYTHING FROM ME!
YOU ARE NOT FISHING WORTH IT AT ALL!
FISH YOU FOR RUINING MY LIFE!

ps: JASON, Finish wat u started.. You can try to forgive and forget.. you can try...
ppss: JASON, Quit being an IDIOT!!!

THE FISHER NOSAJ...

记得爱 by 阿沁

2008-11-12T17:03:00.009+08:00

Its Raining Silent Snow Continously
天空不断下着无声的雪

I Could Barely keep the Nite Warm with Thoughts of Missing you
而我只有思念, 勉强能温暖黑夜

I Would Climb Pass Moutains & Swim Across Oceans Just to Hug You
拥抱你我历尽千山万水

Every Men have Unspoken Heart Breaks
每个男人都有说不出的心碎

I am Still In Love with Someone
我还爱着一个人

I wish i could go back to the Beautiful Past
但愿回到美好的从前

Perhaps the Feeling of Hurt Showed how Deep we Were in Love
也许痛的感觉证明了爱的深切

If Not, why didn't I move Back yet
不然为什么我还不撤退

CHORUS
Remember Love, All Those Happy Moments
记得爱，所有幸福的片段

Thats why i keep Forgetting that i Need to Leave
所以才一直忘记要离开

Stretched out my Hands, Continue to Give my Love Courageously
伸出手，继续勇敢付出我的爱

Stay Put and Wait
原地不动的等待

Even if the Wind made my Hair Messy
就算风把我的头发吹乱

Remember Love, Is the Answer i Give Myself
记得爱，是我给我的答案

Never to Consider Whether i Should or Should not
就不再考虑应该不应该

A Drop of Tear Flows Into the Vast Ocean
一滴泪，落进无边无际的大海

At Least We Lived with No Regrets
至少我们都活的没有遗憾

Just Remember Love and Loneliness Don't Matter Anymore...
只要记得爱，就无所谓孤单。

我还是深爱你。。。

浩笔下。。。

Just 1% and I Will be Satisfied...

2008-11-12T12:52:00.002+08:00

Just Hope...

Just 1%.. and i Will be More Than Satisfied...

Just 14.4...

Just Hope...

**** Addict Out...

I Failed.. Crap...

2008-11-11T23:01:00.004+08:00

Day(s) w/o Msg: 0

Yeah..i failed terribly.. barely a day and i succumb to my urge.. crabby patties...

Pray that you will feel OK Soon!!

Running a temp.. must be my little bro.. he was runnin a temp ytd nite... tat maggot.. slping early.. nite ppl...

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Missing you, like how the Solar Panel Miss the Sun..

**** Addict Out...

Have A Great Day Ahead!

2008-11-11T08:35:00.002+08:00

Good Morning/Afternoon/Evening!

Hope you will have a fantastic day ahead...
Hope you are feeling much better already...
Hope i will appear somewhere in ur mind...
Like how you constantly appear in mine...

**** Addict Out...

Am Happy For You!

2008-11-10T23:03:00.002+08:00

Great news!!!! One of my buddy is attached!! haha.. Louis the gay.. has proven that he is not gay to the whole world.. haha! think its time to stop calling him tat.. i think i am the gay now.. lol..

Am rly happy for him!!! =)

Day(s) w/o Msg: 1

Thinking of u...
Hope u r feeling better from ur headache already...

**** Addict Out...

Headache Headache Go Away....

2008-11-10T12:17:00.002+08:00

Headache Headache Go Away...

Dun You Ever Go Her Way...

If You Still Need To Go Some Way...

Please, Please, Come My Way...

**** Addict Out...

Teach me pls?

2008-11-10T00:52:00.001+08:00

Can someone pls teach me how i should treat u....

**** Addict Out...

And the struggle continues...

2008-11-09T03:20:00.004+08:00

Raining cats and dogs over here.. Am wondering how u r doing.. hope everything went on smoothly for u... was talking to a friend last nite.. discussing everything that is happening to me... perhaps its hard for u to treat mi normally as a friend within such a short period.. although i would rather u treat as someone special... but i guess i cannot expect u to to able to treat mi as if nothin has happened.. was doing alot of questioning in my head.. why why why... trying to figure out an ans.. cant do it by myself.. guess a 3rd party always have a better view of things..

i am forcing myself.. really forcing myself.. not to sms u tat often... so as to be able to help u to treat mi as a friend? i dunno if it will work.. but i would try.. i would love things to go back to way it was like before.. but i know circumstances have changed.. but wat i hope is.. to be able to go back to wat it was like before even before we got together.. jus as friends.. rly friends who show genuine concern for each other.. if forcing myself to do all that i am going to do will help us to go back to wat it was like before.. i will be willing to do tat..

Not msging u dun mean anything.. u would know tat u r constantly on my mind.. every sec... everyday... the moment i wake up... when i shower... when i study.. when i eat... when i bursh my teeth.. when i get rdy for bed.. when i close my eyes... even in my slp.. i think of u.. there seems to be no escaping u... seems as though i owe u all these in my previous life... time to repay back... time to suffer my retribution..

Tears are a reminder that i am still deeply in love with u...
I believe from the btm of my Heart that we are meant to be...
I will continue to play my part.. and hope that love will bring u back to me...

**** Addict Out...

Nothing but a Stranger (Cont)...

2008-11-07T11:38:00.006+08:00

Requesting politely... Just like any Stranger...

Rejecting politely... Am i just a Stranger...

Miracles do happen... Even for a stranger...

My Anger Dustbin:
Y** A** F*** O* F******* L*** E******!
I W*** T** K*** T** T****!
I D********* D****** B***** F*** Y**!

Addict Out...

Nothing but a Stranger...

2008-11-06T23:22:00.004+08:00

"In My Eye"

No Expectations.... Am Nothing but a Stranger....

Only Hope.... Just like any other Stranger....

Hope will keep us Alive... Even for a stranger...

Addict Out...

Addiction...

2008-11-06T00:45:00.005+08:00

"Its Only About You and Me..."

"Its Priceless..."

"Its Everywhere..."

Being an addict... u r suppose to be able to do anything to get wat u are addicted to.. but i guess my case.. isn't as easy...

**** Addict Out...

I AM A **** ADDICT

2008-11-04T23:06:00.003+08:00

I AM ADDICTED TO ****...

Barely Surviving on old 사진... and past 짧은 메시지 서비스...

사랑해요 ****

Addict Out...

Iron Peace Losing The Battle!!

2008-11-04T17:13:00.006+08:00

Power Level: 20% WARNING! BELOW SAFETY LEVEL!
Enemies: Uncountable...
Allies: None...
Actions:
-Occasional Self-Slaps n Self-Knocks to the Head
-Insert the following Secret Code into the Head
-Secret Code:
"I Will be free from Worries!"
"I Will be free from Suffering!"
"I Will be Well!"
"I Will be Happy!" Adopted from Metta

To The Enemies: "F*** Y** F** M***** M* F*** S* L****! C*** Y** J*** G** O** O* M* H***!"

Iron Peace Out!

Dreams are lovely...

2008-11-02T22:51:00.002+08:00

I had the best dream ever abt u guys know wat la.. haha! hated myself for waking up... really hated myself.. the dream seem so real.. oh well.. though the dream came to an end.. i believe its an omen from above to tell mi not to stop believing in dreams.. i will make my dream come true.. some how...

Caught Iron Man with the usual khakis @ e usual place.. been wanting to watch that show for a long long time.. its a great show.. it gives mi a boost to help mi in my determination to stick to wat i have said..

This aft.. had some glitches in myself.. wanted to look for help.. realise i am alone.. told myself to fix this glitch on my own.. somehow or rather.. i managed to do it.. with some lubricant leaks though.. but all is well.. =)

Oh.. jus now.. went to print some photos.. didn't know how to do it.. was my first time.. went there.. got this old granny directing mi to the machine there.. so i jus used it and printed 29 pics.. it cost mi $14.50.. cos its 50cents per piece.. was quite curious why it is so exp.. i asked a aunty there wats the price of printing photos.. then she showed mi.. haha.. i feel "cheated".. i used the Instant one.. tat explained the price.. haha! oh well.. the old granny also not sure.. not her fault.. lesson learnt.. i am dumb dumb! =)

Iron Peace Out!

Wee...

2008-10-30T22:07:00.003+08:00

My first attempt... oh well.. think it turn out quite ok.. my hair was the hardest... even after several attempt to beautify it further.. i failed terribly.. will learn more as i go along... am sure there is a easier way to do it...

Kudos to myself!

Iron Peace Out!

Happy Vibes all over my body!

2008-10-28T22:07:00.004+08:00

Yeah! Nvr felt so happy for a long time.. its amazing.. jus a simple short conversation with THE ONE for less than 5mins and i was bouncing up and down the moment i put down the phone with her.. managed to have a short but super meaningful conversation with her..

Happy!!!!!! Rly damn happy man... words are jus insufficient to describe how happy i am right now.. if u see mi right now.. u will know it right away.. i am like grinning from ear to ear.. (*i think nicholas might think i have gone nuts.. keep smiling while i write this entry.. haha!*)

N U KNOW SOMETHING EVEN BETTER! She might be free to go out this coming Saturday! Weeeeee..... she is suppose to have a sec sch class gathering.. but she heard the turn out might be quite bad.. so.. might not wanna go... told her to update mi again.. n i will also let her know if there are any plans(will definitely plan something!).. haha.. YEAH!

BUT.. she is having some mysterious headache that cannot be pin-pointed to any part of her head.. hmm.. got some simple remedy off net.. apple and lemon are 2 good easy ways to help with headache.. all kinds of headache.. Hope she get well soon!

Everything is so wonderful now...
This is wat love is all about...
Nothin but Happiness...

Await more of my good news!

Iron Peace Out!

Great News!

2008-10-28T07:33:00.001+08:00

Hey People!

Amidst all the Choas that is happening to the world and me... i received a very very good news through a sms... i was given a promise by someone who means the whole world to me...

This promise is very simple but.. it means so much so much.. THANKS! Await more good news to come my way.. haha..

Hearts You!

Iron Peace Out!

IRON PEACE

2008-10-26T11:29:00.003+08:00

I Wanna Be Iron Man!
With His Uber Good Shyt Armour...
Nothing Can Hurt Him!
Everyone Wont Have To Wry Abt Him...

But Hidden Behind The Extremely Cool Mask...
I Am Nothing But A Man...

Iron Peace Out!

oh no oh no...

2008-10-25T17:23:00.002+08:00

Oh my.. i realised i told myself before that i shall only put good and happy stuff here!

Law of attraction! Good Feelings pls come my way....

Peace Out!

Why sooooo complicated.....

2008-10-25T02:32:00.002+08:00

Somethings in life.. its rly simple and easy...

Boy Loves Ger...

Ger Loves Boy...

Boy + Ger = Happiness

They got together and live happily ever after...
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However.. aliens tend to come along and disrupt this simple equation of love..

Boy + Ger + Alien = Sorrows

Boy thinks alien is fake and unreal... there is no such thing as alien in this world.. but ger believes that there are aliens among us.. he might be one of the real one(which the boy know is not true)... Boy decided to simplify the equation...

Ger + alien = ???

Boy waits at the swing for ger to join him... Boy still believe in the simple equation.. and will wait at the swing till she returns...

ps:Other names for aliens = ninja turtles = maggots.. for now...

Peace Out!

Stop, Look, Look, Look, then Decide...

2008-10-24T10:59:00.002+08:00

Do not be blinded by the things ppl does...
Stop, look, look, look...
One who approach others with hidden intention...
One who wants something in return for the effort...
Go somewhere else to look for that...
ppl are not doing a business of give and take...
Learn to give n dun take...
I will show u wat the hell Giving n not expecting anything in return is all abt...

Screw u bloody Ninja Turtle.. Hope Shredder catch u...

Peace Out!

Its The Beginning Not The End...

2008-10-23T22:17:00.003+08:00

Ninja Turtle that maggot who cant wait for u.. seriously.. totally see him no up... i am not giving up!!! tats not the whole idea.. i jus change my status from suitor to a fan of urs..

if he expect something from u jus becos of wat he did for u.. screw him also.. when u r in love.. u give without expecting anything in return.. u do a kind deed not hoping tat u will appear on the news.. u give money to charity not in the hope that u can get tax deductions.. ppl give cos of love.. n not becos of wanting something in return.. if anyone give and expect things in return.. thats business..

we are talking abt love.. not business..
so screw those annoying ninja turtles that is talking abt business and not abt love...

YOU GIVE AND GIVE AND GIVE AND GIVE AND GIVE AND GIVE WITHOUT EXPECTING ANYTHING IN RETURN!

Thats wat love is all about.. n it took mi sometime to realise that also..

I am officially the idiot u find on drama serials... haha.. i am not expecting anything in return.. n i dun want to put u in a difficult position any longer.. i think u have enough worries at work already... tats the bare minimum i can do to help.. to change my status to become a fan of urs... corrections..

A DIE HARD FAN of MINZ!

Haha.. tat sounds damn cool.. am going to start some minz fan club.. lol.. i bet alot of ppl want to join.. BUT.. this club dun accept members.. lol.. prepare to be astonished by the president of this fan club.. haha.. =P

BUT BUT BUT... this is not the end.. haha.. only one paragraph has ended.. now the beginning of the next paragraph shall begin... n i think we started this paragraph quite well.. talking abt ur potential suitors jus like how a good friend would do.. haha.. lets keep this up and keep our story going on... the past 5 years have been nothin but FABULOUS.. lets keep it up... n the story will only get better as time goes by... i am genuine n i dun expect anything in return...

Pls rmb tat i will ALWAYS be HERE for you...
Pls Pls treat me like a good n close friend like winnie..
Pls Pls Pls.. dun be paiseh to look for mi or watsoever.. pls...
Pls Pls Pls Pls.. turn to mi in times of trouble(touch wood)...
I'll be here for u 24/7.. 365.25 days per year... as a friend... =)

My Faith for you is undying..
The day will come when you realize tat...
Time will answer all your doubts abt me...

Peace Out!

Triplets...

2008-10-19T00:57:00.003+08:00

Gonna introduce u all to this triplets that i got to know recently... its not exactly very good to know all 3... you would only prefer to know 1 of them.. but somehow.. most if not all the time, they come together..

GUYS with GF.. pls listen up..

1st of the 3... Mr Loss.

You will meet him first when u lose someone special beside u...

2nd of the 3... Mr Regret.

The next in line.. you will realise that you should have done this/that but didn't.. you could have done this/that.. but didn't.. and the list goes on...

3rd of the 3.. Mr Cherish (He is the gd guy.. haha..)

Well.. after losing someone special and regretting that you didn't do enough to keep that special someone beside u... you will learn to cherish everyone and everything around u now.. n that special someone also...

Somehow... this triplets like to come together... So guys and gers out there.. try ur best to find Mr Cherish first.. dun meet the other 2 if possible.. cos all might be too late then..

CHERISH THE PPL AROUND U.... THINK OF ALL THE THINGS THEY DID FOR U... THINK ABT ALL THE EFFORT BEHIND THOSE ACTS THEY DID FOR U... THINK DEEP!

I didn't... i met the triplets.. i totally hate the 1st 2.. haha.. they really suk.. so.. guys/gers.. cherish them before they leave u for others who know how to cherish them more than u do!

Peace Out!

Go to Jail Directly! Dun Pass Go! Dun Collect $200!

2008-10-16T00:13:00.004+08:00

I got sentenced to life imprisonment..
For a crime i am not sure of...
I am alone in this prison...
Only the judge has the key...
All i could do is to watch the judge walk away...
Further and further away...
My heart hopes that she will turn back...
Am holding on.. holding on...
For now, i will wait silently in my cell...
In hope that one day...
The judge would realise that i am innocent...
And release me from the cell...

Prisoner Jason

Light

2008-10-08T17:54:00.003+08:00

I am very very sure there is Light @ e end of the tunnel!!!!

RUN JASON RUN!!!!

Peace Out!

Pictures Speak a Thousand Words...

2008-10-07T13:14:00.001+08:00

I still believe in this picture.. i will give u everything i promised..

Peace Out!

KTV = Emo

2008-09-29T13:39:00.004+08:00

Last thursday nite.. went for a KTV session with 2 of my best friends n a long time gal friend.. haven been there for the longest time.. cant sing well.. but love to sing though.. haha.. at least these ppl wont mock mi!!!

was trying to find songs to sing.. couldn't find songs like Lifehouse-Blind.. David Cook's-Always be my baby.. only managed to find maria carey's one.. which is uber haha.. but of course.. typical Jay chou songs a MUST.. his songs are fantastic.. as my chinese isn't tat good.. i selected quite a few songs.. hoping one of it is the one i wanna sing.. then i chance upon this song 安静... wasn't the one i wanted.. but i knew this song.. so i chose to sang it nonetheless...

As i sang along.. my heart felt alot... the more i sang.. the more i felt.. was really filled with emotions.. nearly overflow out.. lol.. well.. the universe is jus out to disturb mi.. haha.. amazing...

It got better along the way.. but.. when it comes to duet.. realised i dun have her anymore to be my partner in singing.. n to tell mi the lyrics along e way.. end up.. dave got to be my gay partner to sing the female part.. Songs like 廣島之戀, 珊瑚海, 恋爱评语，两只恋人.... crap man.. seriously nvr knew i could miss someone so much... all these things jus like to remind mi i am without her now..

Thus.. i conclude.. KTV is really a EMO place.. but its really damn FUN.. but.. the fun is reduced.. if u got dumped from a 5 yrs relationship recently... but still.. its quite fun! haha...

安静 - 周杰伦

只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天
睡着的大提琴安静的旧旧的
我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道你没有舍不得

你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难堪我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多我会一直好好过

你已经远远离开我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你

Its Amazing how anyone can miss someone tat Godly Much...
Peace Out!

Say No to D..... Say Yes to $...

2008-09-25T17:33:00.004+08:00

Yups.. am going to say no to D from now on... till the day i earn my 1st $100,000... it will be sooner and not later..

Having $$ is King.. That's how practical this world is and that's how practical we humans are.. that's reality...

Reality has finally solidify in my head.. Day Dreaming is over.. got to work towards my $100,000 some how...

Peace Out!

Thank God i Found Them!

2008-09-24T01:42:00.006+08:00

Thankful for all the following ppl in my life.. they complete me indefinitely..

Peace Out!

The Law of Attraction is just so AMAZING

2008-09-18T17:57:00.006+08:00

A Moment i am up in Heaven...

The Next i am down in Hell...

Then up in Heaven again...

Then down to hell again...

Then up...

Then down...

and it goes on and on...

Why am i torturing myself...

I dunno and i cant help it...

But what should i do...

Peace Out!

Blind

2008-09-15T13:40:00.002+08:00

nvr realise how dumb i was... always pissing her off while he gets the last laugh..

I listen to the following song at least 50 times a day.. lol..

Lifehouse - Blind

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this why
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

Peace Out!

Wishes...

2008-09-14T04:00:00.003+08:00

Your Wish Is My Command..

Just Rmb I Will Be Here If Ever You Need..

Peace Out!

Everyone Loves this Song..

2008-09-11T17:58:00.004+08:00

David Cook - Always Be My Baby... everyone knows this song, but did everyone ever take a look at the exact words of the lyrics?

Would love to have a chance to sing this song to her.. i certainly think i can sing English song better than Chinese song.. COS.. i am sure i can recognize all the words.. haha!

Lyrics | Always Be My Baby lyrics

This song is dedicated to her..

Peace Out!

Happy is the Key Word here...

2008-08-31T22:10:00.001+08:00

I just want everyone around mi to be happy...

Peace Out!

Light @ The End Of The Tunnel

2008-08-19T21:58:00.002+08:00

Always look on the bright side i would say...

Got to focus on what matters the MOST!

Dun get distracted by other matters that do not matter at all!

Focus!

Focus on what you want @ the end of the Day!

Peace Out!

Only Reminds me of you... =)

2008-08-15T15:34:00.003+08:00

A song of anticipation follows
black leather of footsteps
seconded by the pitter pattering
of a fist-sized machine
I am jailed by your memory
these bars of sunlight
and walls of scented smoke
and brown woods with picture frames
of evening coffee stains and cherry lipgloss
mend spaces at the back of my head
eventually, present becomes a cage
I, arrest this bird fearing fly
and longingly said to return

Peace Out!

Its Time...

2008-08-15T13:10:00.003+08:00

I still remember when we first chatted over ICQ while i was giving tuition to my neighbour at the same time.. haha.. i mentioned the lyrics of this song to you.. jus wanna let u know.. i will still make good of wat i said... now n always...

I'll be there for you no matter wat...

I'll Be There for You by the Rembrandts

So no one told you life was going to be this way.
Your job's a joke, you're broke, you're love life's DOA.
It's like you're always stuck in second gear,
Well, it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year.

But, I'll be there for you, when the rain starts to pour.
I'll be there for you, like I've been there before.
I'll be there for you, cause you're there for me too.

You're still in bed at ten, the work began at eight.
You've burned your breakfast, so far, things are going great.
Your mother warned you there'd be days like these,
But she didn't tell you when the world has brought you down to your knees.

That, I'll be there for you, when the rain starts to pour.
I'll be there for you, like I've been there before.
I'll be there for you, cause you're there for me too.

No one could ever know me, no one could ever see me.
Seems like you're the only one who knows what it's like to be me.
Someone to face the day with, make it through all the rest with,
Someone I'll always laugh with, even at my worst, I'm best with you.

It's like you're always stuck in second gear,
Well, it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year.

But, I'll be there for you, when the rain starts to pour.
I'll be there for you, like I've been there before.
I'll be there for you, cause you're there for me too.

Peace Out!

Fighting...

2008-08-08T16:05:00.000+08:00

Song lyrics | Fall For You lyrics

Peace Out!

笑哭不得

2008-07-24T16:56:00.003+08:00

笑有时，哭有时

There's a time to laugh and cry...

甜的要吃，苦的也要吃

You got to take both the good and bad of life...

每个人都一样

Everyone is the same...

就像海浪一样，有起也有落

Just like the tide of the ocean.. there's always high and low...

Adopted from the following:

天下万物都有定时，这个定时就是宿命

哭有时, 笑有时

怀抱有时,不怀抱有时

分别有时,相聚有时

寻找有时,失落有时

静默有时,疯狂有时

悲伤有时,欢乐有时

等待有时,坠落有时

Random Thoughts

程传浩

Avatar!

2008-07-01T00:35:00.003+08:00

Hey folks!

Haha.. thats what the character(Dota) will say before it Grows bigger... Had a conversation with danza jus now.. Quite a chat... got the wake up call:

"Welcome Back To Earth" from her..

Hmmm... guess its time i use avatar...
Will face reality when it comes...
Will grow stronger...
Will still be myself!

Peace Out!

Rghit Kene Dtioslocan

2008-06-25T20:19:00.003+08:00

Hmm.. been bummin around at hm since 5th June... cos my leg got kinda out of shape for like half an hour.. so its kinda swelled up now.. friends are visitin every now and then.. gf comin over during the weekends.. life is not too bad even with an injured leg.. haha!

cant wait to go running with my iShuffle.. bought it.. but nvr had a chance to run with it n i got injured.. LMAO! n of course.. i cant wait to go play soccer again.. =)

Got this 3 words to give to everyone.. hope it will help to change ur life...

Follow Your Bliss....

Peace Out!

The Very late Post..

2008-05-29T17:19:00.014+08:00

Shall not cheat this time round by editing the date.. lol! haha.. hmmm.. guess the one and only thing i wanna talk abt is the taiwan Trip! Its FANTASTIC! esp when u go with someone u love.. and thats my Danza(a name for my dearest minz..) for me.. haha.. well.. pictures speak a thousand words... so.. this is the first time i will be posting pictures.. hope it works.. its basically collage of all the days i am in taiwan.. and this wonderful piece of collage is done by magnificent danza.. power right..

Day 1 (For a Larger Picture, pls click it...)

Day 2

Day 3

Day 4

Day 5

Day 6

Day 7

During the trip.. danza helped me washed my undies.. haha... cos we didn't bring enough for all days... needa wash them.. she did it at the end of the day despite being tired right down to the bones.. Thank you so much Danza!!! i am her danna btw.. lol..

looking forward to our next trip overseas together... i am very sure it will be nothing but FUN!

Love you dear..

Peace Out!

Smiles =)

2008-03-31T17:14:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey!

to the same old ppl who bothers to read this one month once blog... march has been rather boring.. not much happening stuff.. at least my goldfish brain dun rmb any.. haha! u can let mi know if there is any event tat took place.. but i'm rather lazy to blog about it.. haha!

Love my Friends from Pri/Sec School.. Unsaints
Love my Friends from Poly.. JY,AO,AC,PS,YY
Love my Friends from Army.. Nan An, Liqi, Tze Hao, Bryan, Greg.. too many..
Love my Friends from NTU.. My sisters.. Desmond.. tian kai.. wee theng..
Love my Family..
Love my Minz!

Peace Out!

CNY

2008-02-10T23:51:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year People!

well well.. cny is always more or less the same every year.. this year is no exception.. visiting on the 1st day to the various standard relatives places.. oh well.. free $$ why not.. haha.. jus smile and shake!

tony and wx left for brisbane today... managed to send them off in the morning.. thank god i didn't cry out! the tears were so rdy to flow out of mi.. haha... dun get their nonsense for 10 months.. wah! rly gonna miss them..

~~went to lou hse for visiting.. ended up so hopping mad.. cant seem to cool myself down.. ARGH!! no negative post pls!!!~~

grrr.... my dear dear is sick.. down with various illness... love u!

Exams comin! time to revise.. gotta start early.. time to do some catch up... overall.. cny was quite good i guess.. jus all fun and no work!

Peace Out!

Hey Hey!

2008-01-13T20:09:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year People! Whats your new year resolution? haha.. hmmm... i guess mine would be to... Be a Happy Jason!

Haha.. my life so far has been great.. real great.. friends.. family.. esp my darling.. minz.. love her so much!

Hope everyone will have a great year ahead!

Peace Out!

oh.. since ppl are doin! i also want! =)

2007-12-07T10:34:00.000+08:00

Peace Out!

Holidays!

2007-11-29T22:46:00.000+08:00

Hiye pplz..

Well.. exams are over.. 1 month holiday now.. intend to find some part time job.. found one at sitex now.. jus stand around.. waiting for the right person to give my leaflet to.. haha.. $10/hr.. not bad for standing..

saw the following conversation on winnie's blog(http://ahwish.blogspot.com/):

God : Hello. Did you call me?

Me: Called you? No.. Who is this ?

God : This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought
I will chat.

Me: I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually
busy now. I am in the midst of something.

God : What are you busy at? Ants are busy too.

Me: Don't know. But I cant find free time. Life has
become hectic. It's rush hour all the time.

God : Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity
gets you results. Activity consumes time. Productivity
frees it.

Me: I understand. But I still can't figure out. By the
way, I was not expecting YOU to buzz me on instant
messaging chat.

God : Well I wanted to resolve your! Fight for time,
by giving you some clarity. In this net era, I wanted
to reach you through the medium you are comfortable
with.

Me: Tell me, why has life become complicated now?

God : Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is
what makes it complicated.

Me: why are we then constantly unhappy?

God : Your today is the tomorrow that you worried
about yesterday.You are worrying because you are
analyzing. Worrying has become your habit. That's why
you are not happy.

Me: But how can we not worry when there is so much
uncertainty?

God : Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is
optional.

Me: But then, there is so much pain due to
uncertainty. .

God : Pain is inevitable able, but suffering is
optional.

Me: If suffering is optional, why do good people
always suffer?

God : Diamond cannot be polished without friction.
Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go
through trials, but don't suffer. With that experience
their life become better not bitter.

Me: You mean to say such experience is useful?

God : Yes. In every terms, Experience is a hard
teacher . She gives the test first and the lessons
afterwards.

Me: But still, why should we go through such tests?
Why cant we be free from problems?

God : Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering
Beneficial Lessons (to) Enhance Mental Strength. Inner
strength comes from struggle and endurance, not when
you! Are free from problems.

Me: Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don't
know where we are heading..

God : If you look outside you will not know where you
are heading.Look inside. Looking outside, you dream.
Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart
provides insight.

Me: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more
than moving in the right direction. What should I do?

God : Success is a measure as decided by others.
Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing
the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing you
rode ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work
with the clock.

Me: In tough times, how do you stay motivated?

God : Always look at how far you have come rather than
how far you have to go. Always count your blessing,
not what you are missing.

Me: What surprises you about people?

God : when they suffer they ask, "why me?" When they
prosper, they never ask "Why me" Everyone wishes to
have truth on their side, but few want to be on the
side of the truth.

Me: Sometimes I ask, who am I, why am I here. I cant
get the answer.

God : Seek not to find who you are, but to determine
who you want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to
why you are here. Create it. Life is not a process of
discovery but a process of creation.

Me: How can I get the best out of life?

God : Face your past without regret. Handle your
present with confidence. Prepare for the future
without fear.

Me: One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are
not answered.

God : There are no unanswered prayers. At times the
answer is NO.

Me: Thank you for this wonderful chat.

God : Well. Keep the faith and drop the fear . Don't
believe your doubts and doubt your beliefs. Life is a
mystery to solve not a problem to resolve. Trust me.
Life is wonderful if you know how to live. "Life is
not measured by the number of breaths we take but by
the moments that took our breath away!

Peace Out!

My Own Bike

2007-11-05T12:06:00.000+08:00

Yes.. it has arrived..

Name: Phantom (got no kick arse nickname yet.. like wolverine or something..)
Model: Honda TA200
License Plate: FZ 615 T (Possible 4D combinations: 2615,6151,0615,6150,6157)
Date Acquired: 2 November 2006

Haha.. been riding it alot.. enjoy riding it.. love it.. went to buy helmet with dear on saturday.. she got a really nice looking helmet.. really nice.. hope she put the pic on her blog soon.. the only bad thing is tat.... it got no visor.. i also want to get one similar.. but no visor.. so still thinking.. haha! its so Kick Arse nice!

The 1st time i pillion her was illegally on saturday morning.. just to send her out to my house bus-stop.. haha.. she got no helmet!!! haha..

Saturday celebrated dave's birthday! the BBQ was superb.. miss bbq food so much.. haha.. thanks tony and dear.. the 2 major organisers.. we had lots of food and fun of course.. and the sabotage on dave.. splendid! haha.. tony totally dun give chance.. can sense his vengeance.. haha..

Ride home with dear on my bike sat nite.. it was really enjoyable.. that feeling of her.. huggin mi.. so.. sweet.. haha.. gonna enjoy pillioning her alot.. at nite of course.. in the day i think its kinda warm.. haha!

Oh.. did i mention.. i am obsessed with my bike.. always cleaning it.. haha!

Peace Out!

Yeah! Most is OVER!

2007-10-22T00:22:00.000+08:00

Woho! most of all my projects are over.. yeah.. so kick arse.. left one stage.. exams.. so looking forward to it.. dunno why.. haha.. i guess its becos the holidays are comin after taT!

HOLIDAYS! haha..

my friends are all getting attached! yeah.. happy for them.. dave esp.. that guy.. i nearly think he wanna be monk.. haha.. weiliang also got 1.. harry porter look alike! haha.. no offense la..

just realised.. i am so damn use to have minz sleeping over on saturday.. cant live without her.. i love u darling!

Peace Out!

Happy Thoughts Only!

2007-10-11T19:59:00.000+08:00

Hey Pplz!

Alright.. sorry abt the last post.. i know its not very nice.. anyway.. from now on.. there will only be good and happy thoughts here!!!

Alright... last weekend was simply amazing... i spent every night with my darling since friday night! it was kinda funny anyway.. haha! cos we took turns to sleep in each other's home.. haha... we only slept without each other from ytd nite.. so not used to it.. no one to nag me to brush my teeth or i wont get to kiss her! haha..

i miss u love! looking forward to u sleeping over.. =)

oh ya.. i am gonna get my own ROOM!!!! WOHOOO!!! after so long.. gonna think abt how to redesign it.. haha!! yeah yeah yeah! going to go ikea with dear soon...

I love u sweetie! u r the best thing that happened to me!

Peace Out!

Myers Briggs Test..

2007-09-15T12:54:00.000+08:00

***You Are An ESFJ***

The Caregiver

You are sympathetic and caring, putting friends and family first.
A creature of habit, you prefer routines and have trouble with change.
You love being in groups - whether you're helping people or working on a project.
You are good at listening, laughing, and bringing out the best in people.

In love, you value harmony and mutual understanding.
You will apologize or give someone the benefit of the doubt, if it means getting over a fight sooner.

At work, you are good at building relationships and connecting with people.
You would make a great nurse, social worker, or teacher.

How you see yourself: Organized, dependable, co-operative

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Opinionated, critical, and know-it-all

What's Your Personality Type?
http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourpersonalitytypequiz/

This is rather good.. tat time one expert i met asked mi a few question.. and he said i am most prob an ENFJ.. well... the S and the N.. i think S more true.. haha! very good ya.. go take it and let mi know ur results k..

Anyway.. i am doing not bad.. starting to revise and work on my stats.. dun think it will be a huge problem.. haha.. i must get all my As!!!! haha.. oh! recently bought a Vintage T-shirt at bugis street... bought the same one with dave.. 2 for $40! its damn nice... i think if i sell for $50.. ppl will buy also.. haha! say its limited edition from the States! oh well.. if people offer mi $50.. i still must think.. haha!

Looking forward to Qin Yi's Wedding dinner this sunday.. "**** gun" oh well.. life is just so unpredictable! my first friend wedding! more to come.. oh.. tong got a new name.. pls call him michael now! haha!

Peace Out!

Who What Huh !?!?!?!

2007-09-06T22:22:00.000+08:00

Tired.. shall not complain.. who can understand my feelings.. who who who....

Life is filled with obstacles.. like how a pencil goes through the painful sharpening process.. i am going through it.. but its ok.. i know i will emerged as a better person!

Peace Out!

4 Happy Years...

2007-08-30T18:25:00.000+08:00

Yeah.. we have been together for 4 Years and 1 Day! and who am i talking abt.. are u an idiot ? my gf of course! and who she is ? are u dumb ? none other then Minz!

Met her at Cine.. where we went for a dinner at pasta mania then rush hour 3 after that.. rush hour.. not bad.. lots of humour as usual.. but the story ended quite abruptly..

She got mi a Black Cardigan! wahahaha.. really surprised.. she always surprise mi with so many stuff.. haha! thank u dear.. u r truly the one for mi.. luckily.. i wanted to surprise her also.. although its something really small.. just a card.. hehe..

I love u Darling.. may we have many more years together...

Peace Out!

Birthday Surprise!

2007-08-20T22:00:00.000+08:00

Ho Ho Ho! Still in the birthday mood.. haha.. last thursday right after my birthday.. i was shock at how i feel.. after my 6 hrs straight of lesson.. i was freed! but.. i got no one around.. i felt so down suddenly! called a few of my sisters.. they all so far.. ARGH!!! decided to just head to town to meet dave and lou.. needed someone to lift my spirit up!

I still cant believe how low i felt tat day.. guess the day before i got too much attention and stuff.. then suddenly.. too quiet around mi.. =)

Try to keep telling myself to get out of that mood.. tried really hard.. not as easy as i thought.. but lucky when i meet dave and lou, it took a huge U-Turn! haha.. was really happy to see them!

And to make it even better.. dave bought mi a birthday present.. OMG! stunned.. its a bag from project shop.. though it wasn't exactly the 1 i wanted.. i was really.. stunned and happy! cos i did mention to him b4 once.. i saw a $99 bag at proj shop.. but he dunno which one exactly.. so he went with lou and ask the ppl to show them all their $99 bags.. haha! omg right.. i manage to change into something i wanted.. but thats not the point.. the point is.. he bought mi a pressie!!! haha.. and the next best thing is.. he gave mi a beautiful letter.. tats wat i thought it was.. till i open the letter.. he use footscap paper! haha.. so.. so.. spoiler?! haha...

But it doesn't matter.. wat MATTERS most is the content.. its so... Touching.. i was really feeling it.. the letter.. really.. nearly make mi tear.. omg.. emo shyt! Tats the best thing i can ever receive.. something from the heart.. its PRICELESS... =)

Oh! did i mention... tong and von got mi a book! $$ making book.. hehe.. CAnt wait to read it!

Dave and Louis and Tong have officially spoil the market....

THANK YOU SO MUCH....
-Minz Darling: For giving mi the Dopod Phone.. i love u darling!
-Dave Sweetie: For giving mi the bag.. i love u sweetie!
-Louis Buddy: For giving mi the tie and cuff link.. i love u buddy!
-Tong and Von: For giving mi the $$$ book.. Thank u! (get married soon le..)

I LOVE EVERYONE.. HAPPINESS has arrived...

Peace Out!

15th August... D DAy!

2007-08-16T00:13:00.000+08:00

Alright.. wat can i say... ITS A SUPER GREAT DAY! Being the birthday boy just rocks.. kick arse.. haha.. I got Birthday greetings from everyone and everywhere! and of course.. the 1st person to do tat is my darling!

THANKS DEAR.. it arrived at 12am!

I got greetings even from my aunty xiao yi.. haha! shocking msg.. then the best one.. a msg from some super strange number.. my initial thought is that number most prob from some automatic sms sender.. haha! i only went to read it properly after some time and realised its from Tammy! my friend from poly who is studying zoology at Austrailia.. omg.. stunned!

Thanks Tammy! Really appreciate it alot..

Went school to have lunch with Venom ppl.. argh.. we had a super tough time getting everyone seats.. cos big group.. in a super packed canteen A.. zzz... its 115 by the time everyone settled and start eating.. then soon after eating.. i started seeing ppl walking over around mi.. tats when i know.. something is happening! haha.. they got a cake for mi.. omg! so happy! we took pictures.. then.. the senior guys.. Yao esp.. just cant wait to "tao pork" mi.. haha.. basically.. everyone stacks on each other with mi at the bottom! haha... so we just gather outside LT1A and started their "tao pork" session.. haha! =)

Thanks, everyone who made it down! Really appreciate it alot.. thanks xiao ann and xiao qiang for getting the cake.. =) thank u people!

After sch is Unsaints time! my dear helped mi to call the ppl out for dinner at soon soon curry.. haha! its cheap and good! she is like my PA now.. haha! how to live without her! Tong n von got mi a book! Internet Millionaire! thanks tong n von! Louis got mi a tie and cuff links! omg.. its super nice! thank you so much bro.. =)

Thank you so much love.. for helping mi to arrange all the stuff... i love u!

To sum it all up.. i really had fun.. this is the 2nd time i celebrated my birthday in school... the 1st time was in poly.. i thank everyone who made it down and for wishing mi happy b day! my wish is for everyone around mi to be as happy as mi! =)

Peace Out!

My Birthday!

2007-08-14T23:38:00.000+08:00

Its Coming! haha.. actually.. its nothing big.. haha! just wanna announce! i shall be the HAPPIEST PERSON ON EARTH TMR! NOTHIN WILL DAMPEN MY SPIRIT!!

Happy.. Sha la la... Its so nice to be Happy.. Sha la la... Everybody should be Happy.. Sha La La...

If u see this post.. pls smile and say thank you!

Peace Out!

Time Table

2007-08-01T19:24:00.000+08:00

Alright.. my time table is finally out.. quite disappointed initially.. cos my closer friends from the orientation not in the same group as mine.. tat means they all taking diff sbj from me.. the whole cohort is basically divided into 2 groups.. A n B.. i am B..

But.. on the other hand.. i think i sort of asked for this time table.. the earliest timing for my lessons would be 1030.. the other group has lessons starting from 0830.. haha.. tat would be a killer for me.. HAHA! but then again.. nxt week i still can change my time table.. see wat i can do with it first.. all the best!

Cant wait to ride to school... BIKE! come on.. quick... i miss everyone from Venom.. i miss all the fun!

Argh.. birthday coming.. hope to be able to celebrate with everyone... Darling.. Unsaints.. Venom.. Army.. Poly.. Am i very greedy?!?! haha.. i will be able to make it.. so no worries.. i shall see everyone listed above real soon.. just wait for mi!

Peace Out!

NTU NBS FOC '07

2007-07-23T10:34:00.000+08:00

Woho! just finished orientation camp for my business school.. all i can say is.. its SUPERB! its the best ever camp i went.. not that i went for a lot of camp.. haha! This camp is so packed with games and activities tat u barely have time for urself and barely enough time to slp everyday! a short summary..

1st day
Welcome speech.. bla bla bla.. some talks from the sponsors.. bla bla bla.. lunch then games and more games.. the truth is.. i dun rmb the details at all.. bad memories.. all i know is tat i had fun.. haha! our activities ended at about 2am++.. after that we were allowed to shower.. by the time everyone is rdy.. its already 3+.. the bus came ard 4 and we were brought to sentosa costa sands resort.. omg right.. all the way there at this kinda of timing.. unbelievable! when we got there and settled down.. its already 5! oh my.. and the best thing is.. we are suppose to wake up at 630! haha.. amazing..

2nd day
its games by the beach.. eh.. lots of fun too.. but the best thing is the Hakka Cheer all the guys did.. i really love it.. cos i was exposed to it during my sec sch days as well.. LOVE IT! we played till evening time.. then we took the bus and head to changi! haha.. u must be thinking! WTF right.. so far apart.. oh well... had dinner there.. did our rehearsal for performance.. then at nite its Fright Nite! haha.. well.. they blind fold us.. then brought us to the "haunted" bungalow.. guess wat.. last yr my friend tony book that chalet for his 21st birthday! haha.. the moment i saw it i laughed! haha.. but the seniors put in alot of effort for it.. when everything ended.. its ard 4++ by the time we shower and and settle down.. 5+.. gonna wake up at 8! omg..

3rd day
the morning was quite ok.. just some simple group games.. ard 10= we head back to NTU.. where we have water games tat day! evening time.. the performance nite begins.. the performance was alright.. when it all ended, we were to meet our secret partner to find out more abt each other.. so as to be able to identify her the next day.. by the time it all ended, we took the bus to safra resort at tanah merah there.. dun rmb the timing.. but i know by the time we get settled down to slp and stuff... its already 5 again.. haha.. tmr gotta wake up at 8 again.. i think!

4th day
the whole morning and early afternoon will be heading to geylang for "si zhi lou kou" basically some food games.. walk ard the whole of geylang.. trying all sort of food.. the thing is.. in the morning.. we were all "decorated up" by our seniors.. its damn "nice".. headed back to chalet.. wash up.. time to go pick up the sp.. standard stuff.. the seniors from other groups.. will tekan the guy before he can pick the sp.. mine was quite ok.. do magic trick.. dance topless.. oh well.. finally.. headed to central mall to have a quick meal.. talk cock a while headed to velvet dragon or something.. its a club.. i think previously its momo.. then spend the nite there.. my seniors are all really damn nice ppl.. seriously.. perhaps becos the senior guys are all mostly 85 batch.. so can click.. dance till 3 i think.. headed back to chalet.. bath and talk cock till 6.. gotta wake up at 9.. 3 hrs of slp again.. argh!

last day
went back to ntu again.. the sad thing is.. realised that 3 digital cameras will missing.. suspect stolen.. oh well.. we have more games when we were back in ntu.. till late afternoon.. i was voted the best freshie! haha.. perhaps becos i ar ga liao with the guys senior! haha.. the do the closing speech.. announced the best freshie.. i was to do a performance.. "10 steps to shower" in front of the whole crowd.. standing on top of the lecture table.. oh well.. got it over and done with! haha.. after that they got so much pictures and handshake and stuff.. by the time it all ended.. 8.. crap.. and i asked them wat time end they say 6.. zz... oh well..

Tat abt sums up.. i leave out alot of details.. cos i cant rmb them also! haha.. but i had lots of fun.. all the games.. cheers.. friends.. seniors.. competitors.. venom..

*mingle mingle**mingle mingle**mingle mingle*
V....... Bomb! v ar v ar v ar bomb! bomb ar bomb ar bomb ar V! V ar Bomb! Bomb ar V! we are... we are.. we are............. VENOM!

Peace Out!

Decided

2007-07-08T23:45:00.000+08:00

Well.. i am not going to stay in hostel.. =) Had my bike lesson this morning.. passed prac 3! yeah.. moving on to prac 4 now.. its the plank and E brake.. shouldn't be a problem..

My darling saw some T&Co pendants online.. as she is suppose to chose her own anniversary pressie.. haha.. tats how we work.. so she some.. but she say she wants to see the real thing.. so as to judge how it looks like in actual.. i promised her to go when we are free.. sat nite.. gonna watch movie at lido at 845pm.. we were hanging ard far east and took our lunch at KFC there.. its was around 815pm when we cross the bridge to the galleria side.. she saw the T&Co banner there.. so she say she wanna go see see.. i say dun want.. cos got no time.. so we head off towards lido.. we walked past the pacific plaza.. i saw adidas and stussy.. i decided to go and glance around for a while.. cos i figured we got time to take a glance.. i was looking for a shorts.. tats when minz got kinda pissed at me.. she say got time for this but no time for T&Co.. had a small argument abt it..

Thinking abt it now.. i guess i am nothing but selfish in this context..

Sry Darling..

We shall go see it soon.. i love u !

Peace Out!

To Stay or not to Stay....

2007-07-01T18:22:00.000+08:00

Hi pplz.. updates.. well.. i passed my bike prac 2 already... gonna head for prac 3 this coming wed.. all the best ya.. gonna fight the slope, S-Course and Crank course..

Got a big problem now.. to stay in hostel or not.. i truly dun wanna stay hostel.. just dun feel like.. but the traveling time is kinda killer.. i estimate abt 1h 45mins.. include waiting and walking time.. everyday 3hr 30 mins to travel.. lesson at 830.. gotta leave at 645am... haha.. feels like secondary sch!

i am more or less 70% not staying hostel.. but.. i just cant make a firm decision yet...

darling is going to take her papers tmr.. she mugging hard now at my place.. all the best sweetie!

This weekend is a junk food weekend.. haha.. lots of pizza, chicken wings and cola! haha... cos of tong's birthday and muru's(my indian foreign colleague at tiger live) farewell lunch..

Well.. work is fine.. when i do bar hosting.. received ppl's comment abt my built.. asked if i frequent the gym and stuff.. feel even more motivated to keep fit and work hard towards my 6 pack! work out work out work out!

Love my Sweetest Pie.. Minz...

Peace Out!

1st Bike Prac!

2007-06-19T12:49:00.000+08:00

Total Blunder... haha.. alright.. to start off.. i am supposed to go for the lesson 1 hr earlier cos i got to go for an orientation lesson.. but.. i dunno abt it.. shyt man! so i went there.. thinking i was early.. but when i ask around.. i realised i was damn late! crap.. panic.. go to the motorbike holding area.. ask around.. missed the orientation lesson.. he ask mi to wait for the proper lesson to start.. haha! alright.. looking like a fool.. sat at the seat.. beside mi was a malay guy.. they are everywhere.. 8/10 is malay! omg..

i took the initiative to talk to him.. cos i am really really lost.. the instructor told mi some stuff which i nvr catch at all. so i asked him.. 1st prac how and everything.. so he guided me.. he is also new! haha..

first lesson.. the instructor.. ask y i nvr go for orientation.. say i dunno.. zzz.. say must go the next time i go for prac! haha.. when we gather at the bike.. i kinda panic.. dunno wat to do and stuff.. so i just follow others.. watch them.. well.. everything is a breeze..

-get the bike off the main stand..
-start the engine..
-make us go half clutch and bang tyres.. lol..
-ride with both leg down..
-ride with 1 leg down..
-ride with both leg up..
-ride round the small circuit..
-change to 2nd and 3rd gear..

everything is so simple.. was much easier then i thought it to be.. haha.. oh i forgot to mention abt the elbow and knee pad.. IT FUKING STINKS TO THE CORE! omg.. seriously smelly.. but oh well.. just tahan.. so at the end.. when he gave us back our booklet.. he got comment for everyone.. like need to stop slowly.. bla bla bla.. as for mi.. he nvr say anything except to come for orientation! wahhaa.. i am good.. hehe.. but crap.. i guess they dun have the policy of letting 1st timers pass.. so.. expected it anwyay.. going for my 2nd prac 1 on friday! all the best...

FORGOT TO MENTION.. RIDING IS SO MUCH FUN and i am wearing contact lense to ride.. cos specs is a hassle.. contacts get so dry... think next time i must ride with my visor down..

Peace Out!

Bike

2007-06-18T22:45:00.000+08:00

Had my first theory lesson today.. its real dumb.. just go there.. do the test paper and he go through.. talk so much cock.. if he nvr talk cock.. i think can finish in no time.. zzz... Finally.. the enrollment package came for my uni stuff.. about time.. now i am having another problem... which orientation camp to go to.. zzz.. this is shyty...

I hate my gf's mother.. haha...

Peace Out!

Major Obstacles!

2007-06-11T21:07:00.000+08:00

Hmm... not mi.. but my darling.. her mum the devil is releasing her final power on minz.. and dear cannot tahan anymore.. she not much hp left to withstand the blow.. she is being pushed to the edge of the cliff.. anytime.. she will just fall.. but dun wry ppl.. i am gonna be there for her! to catch up when she falls.. to help her stand up again.. to help her fight the devil.. her story goes a long way.. shall not discussed abt it here..

ANYWAY.. i am gonna take Class 2B License! wahaha.. major reason becos.. i gonna study at NTU.. whahaa... so far.. well for ppl who dunno wat is 2B.. its the bike license! yeah.. haha.. need to find ppl to talk abt bikes now.. which bike la.. insurance la.. road tax la... bla bla bla...

anyone who knows any thing abt bike can just contact mi k... will be more then glad to talk to...

i love my darling minz! she fills up my whole mind... every single moment..

Peace Out!

Work Work Work

2007-06-06T22:51:00.000+08:00

Eh.. Nothin much.. minz's dad still in hospital.. went for an operation last sunday.. very successful op... wish he will recover real soon.. this illness taking a toll on the whole family.. my dear is no exception.. Get Well Soon Mr Chee!

Work is fine.. eh.. my knee.. kinda hurting once in a while.. got to wear knee guard now.. cos i walk alot.. sigh.. thinkin if i should go back to do physio.. i kinda stop.. haha!

oh well.. want to finish my book soon.. so i can put wat i learn on the blog.. to share with everyone.. the power of the mind...

Peace Out!

Virus

2007-05-29T23:25:00.000+08:00

Yeah.. there is a major outbreak of virus attacks... starting all the way from minz's boss.. down to minz.. then to myself.. but.. i manage to keep it at bay... symptoms of virus includes fever, sorethroat and basically feeling shitty... dear is kinda down with it.. pretty bad.. 39.7 degrees.. like omg.. a little more and it hits 40... scary stuff.. but i guess.. there is just too many stuff happening around her life right now.. and her dad has also been warded recently becos of some lung infection.. everything is kinda in a mess now.. so.. really hope dear will recover soon.. she is just carrying such a heavy burden..

wish i can help her some way or another...

Peace Out!

Life Changing Times...

2007-05-25T23:17:00.000+08:00

Dear is going through some very tough time now... she just realised something very impt.. and this would be life changing moments.. really want to be there for her all the time.. will try my very best to do it..

She is getting kinda sick now.. cos her dad is in the hospital now becos of some lung infection... and her boss kinda passed the cold virus to her today... crap... wish i can do more for her..

she will also be the most precious thing in life..

Peace Out!

Confused

2007-05-21T00:18:00.000+08:00

No one is perfect in this world.. so do not be so upset abt urself.. one must always feel happy abt one self.. if u dun even feel happy abt urself.. others will not feel happy abt u..

Peace Out!

Sry Dear

2007-05-19T00:12:00.000+08:00

I Feel so bad.. out till late on wed nite.. then tonite also.. end up.. couldn't talk to her on both nites.. feel so sianz abt it... tmr working also.. but sunday on off and tmr nite i will get to see her.. seems like years since i last met her.. though i met her ytd nite.. miss her so much.. so not used to not seeing her.. sigh.. today damn shagged.. started work at 945.. work till ard 10.. shagged out.. cannot take it..

Peace Out!

Tiger Boy!

2007-05-17T21:11:00.000+08:00

Work work work!

Haha.. finally started working at the Tiger Live.. well.. its rly like a tourist place.. exhibition about tiger beer and its history and stuff.. so i will be playing as a host to those guest who visit.. its really kinda easy job. just got to rmb the facts and figures... they even provide a script for u to follow.. well i manage to rmb it with a day and a half.. did my first hosting today.. wahahha.. kinda nervous.. but its only 2 pax.. so kinda easy.. haha.. they say i break the record there.. to host alone in 2 days.. wat the hell.. lol..

u know wats the next best thing.. i got to tackle the chinese script once i master the eng one.. thats gonna be a HUGE Challenge! haha... but no problem.. Anyway.. the ppl there are all very nice.. and FUNNY! there is this taiwan boy name HH, 17yrs old.. the lamest guy u ever seen.. but damn funny.. leave my jaw aching at the end of the day! TOO MUCH LAUGHING!

Didn't manage to talk to dear ytd.. cos the tiger crew jio dinner at marina bay.. their outing.. so i just tag along.. Sry Darling! love her so much.. so much..

Peace Out!

Stylus Broke!

2007-05-15T10:46:00.000+08:00

Crap.. my phone's stylus broke sia.. kinda mis-handled it.. then it snap.. initially i thought its somehow detachable.. but at a closer look.. it rly broke! haha.. shyt man.. thank god it came with an additional stylus.. now got to be more careful with it..

YEAH! finally.. gonna start work tmr.. stupid lady.. take her own sweet time.. crap.. working at this tiger beer museum at st james power station there.. its kinda for tourist and all... so i would need to play host to them.. introduce to them all abt tiger beer and at the end of it.. a tiger beer toast.. haha! free beer.. too bad i dun love drinking..

Peace Out!

Soccer!

2007-05-13T11:25:00.000+08:00

Wahaha.. After so long.. so long.. i finally have a taste of wat soccer is like again! haha.. Erm.. i was suppose to only play as the keeper... but!! i just cant help it but went out to play... haha.. so enjoyed myself.. but i hardly ran and never use my right leg at all.. but there are times when i just lose myself completely.. and then it will struck mi that i cant do it! haha... but i rly enjoyed myself.. so much. but knowing how much i miss it.. i will stop and not play.. till i recover completely! PROMISE!

Its Mother's Day! and my darling.. always manage to help mi get something for my mum.. in fact the first time she got something for my mum.. I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW! i was totally stunned.. and wats more amazing.. she dun want to put her name.. instead she put mi and my bro's name.. this year. she did it again without fail... really appreciate all this darling.. really do.. Even the idea of simply not putting ur name on it.. thank u so much for all that u have done for mi and my family..

MUACKS!

Peace Out!

Dopod D810

2007-05-11T10:15:00.000+08:00

WAHAHA! Its finally here.. my new pda phone.. whahaha! this is an advance Birthday cum Anniversary Present from my dearest gf, minz.. It cost her a Whopping $868! omg right.. yeah..

THANK YOU SO MUCH DARLING! I LOVE YOU!

Will post more when i have the time.. its not as easy as i thought to master this phone besides the basic functions and stuff.. is there any master out there that can teach mi...

Peace Out!

ORD!

2007-05-08T20:59:00.000+08:00

Grrr.. this is the 2nd post of the same shyt.. the previous just decided to run away from blogger when i press the publish button.. super turn off!

Anyway.. yup.. ord liao.. but.. dun feel any different.. becos.. i already sort of ord when i was on mc.. haha.. then again.. its all over.. 1yr10mth of NS.. gained alot through all the experiences.. made lots of friends.. really nice people.. Now got to get back to the study mood.. after letting my brain go for vacation for 2yrs.. its abt time it came back to my skull.. Kinda eager to go back to sch.. then again.. thinking of all the exams and projects.. haha! wat a turn off..

GOOD FOOD ALERT!
Japanese BBQ at UE Square
Ambiance: 4.5/5 stars
Food: 5/5 Stars (it kinda depends cos u got to bbq urself.. haha!)
Service: 5/5 Stars
Price: 3/5 Stars

Ok! went to this place for our 44 months celebration.. it was recommended by dear's colleague... the ambiance is damn good.. we manged to get a corner to ourself.. and our corner is kinda seperated by curtain to the other side tables. and the another curtain that seperates us from the walk way.. its really damn cosy and cool.. literally cool.. cos the air con was damn bloody cold! As its our 1st time.. we dun really know how to go abt ordering.. only know a few name mentioned by dear.. the waiter was nice enough to offer his help.. he saw us damn blur... haha! really nice guy.. would intro him to all the gals out there.. he is so polite and such excellent service..

So end up we ordered Pork Belly, Beef slices, Prawns , "Friend" (there is a reason behind this.. haha.. only dear knows..)rice and mushrooms.. wats even more amazing is.. when i go for bbq.. i usually expect a hot plate sort of bbq.. I WAS STUNNED! as soon as we finish our orders, they shouted some jap words.. then came the bbq "pit"! STARING AT ME IS HOT RED SIZZLING CHARCOALS IN A mini stove like thing... REAL HOT RED CHARCOALS.. OMG.. this really caught mi by surprise.. had a great time bbqing.. cos the air con made bbq so enjoyable.. first time i bbq with charcoal without breaking a sweat! haha.. its damn cool..

The Food.. OMG ITS SO GOOD! THE PORK BELLY IS GOD LIKE.. SO IS THE BEEF SLICES! (of course u need a great chef like myself to be able to bbq such tasty food..) WAHAHA! i really cant believe how good it was.. heavely.. the tastiest food i ever have in my life.. I WOULD SERIOUSLY RECOMMEND THIS TO EVERYONE OUT THERE!!!!!

Though the price is a little steep.. we paid a total of $90.. but all i can say is... ITS TOTALLY WORTH IT.. OMG.. CANT WAIT TO GO BACK AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!

ARGH.. PORK BELLY... BEEF SLICES.. PORK BELLY.. BEEF SLICES... PORK BELLY...

Peace Out!

Its Working!

2007-05-07T17:42:00.000+08:00

Hi Folks!

Haha.. luckily i rmb abt this matter.. and decided to blog about it.. cos its such a happy incident.. minz came my place.. i think for dinner.. dunno when though.. haha.. when we were leaving.. i think to send her back... she actually said bye to my brother! and the best thing is.. my bro replied! omg.. he didn't really reply back.. but he gesture a weak wave back.. i was really shocked.. as some of u might know.. e 2 of them goes a long way back.. and was not on talking terms.. till that day! i was like omg.. omg.. and smiling all the way.. am really happpy then.. and now also.. i always wanted their relationship to improve.. and it has!

but the greatest effort came from dear.. cos.. my bro did some nasty things to her.. was really surprised she make the 1st move.. i know its not going to be easy for her to said those simple words.. but she did!

Thank you so much darling.. for making a seemingly impossible picture come to life.. love u so much and thank you so much sweetie!

Positive thinking certainly do work!

Peace Out!

So In Love

2007-05-02T09:55:00.000+08:00

I am so madly in love with my darling... Never Realise i can be so crazily in love with someone.. maybe becos she is my 1st and Last GF ever.. haha!

That day when i was sending her back.. she told me she got a surprise for me.. omg.. haha.. was so excited.. haha! shall keep that surprise a secret for now... haha! its something i always wanted!!! yeah! Thanks Love..

i wanted to blog about something else.. but i totally forgot wat it is.. shall blog again when i rmb.. as for now... ORD LOR!

Oh.. i rmb.. when i was doing my dental FFI (for e gals.. FFI stands for Fit For Instructions and we got to do it before ORD) the dentist told me i got a huge cavity! omg.. and she urge me to go see a dentist ASAP! i kinda panic.. called my mum.. ask her about the dental clinic here and there.. went to toa payoh.. called her... she say its exp.. ask mi to head down to pp.. so i went.. haha..

When i drop at the bus stop i always do last time.. i enter the place i grew up in.. it was kinda nostalgic.. then i caught a glimpse of an indian under my old blk.. that figure is so familiar.. a closer look.. and ! RUTHRA!! (it spells arthur backwards.. haha.. always disturb him) omg.. was so shock... he also got stunned.. haha! talk a little with him.. catch up with each other.. then i head to the dentist.. i was lucky i the lady is able to squeeze me in before they close.. LUCKY! if not got to wait till nite..

Enter the Dental room.. its been years.. since i went in to do cleaning / filling.. omg.. he started cleaning first.. then he started talking to me.. so being a polite man(dun laugh!).. i try to reply while he is cleaning! haha.. i nearly choke and die! then he say.. dun reply him.. haha.. i feel so weird.. someone talking to me but i cant reply.. i cant even make any sound.. for i risk choking on all that water..

ARGH.. that feeling.. of the dentist.. poking here and there.. digging here and there.. omg.. its so.. FUNNY! its pain yet not.. when he was cleaning the cavity so as to put the fillings.. the instrument keeps sending shivers through my head to the brain.. damn gay feeling.. super gay.. it is really a huge cavity.. 1 X Big one..

Lesson... Everyone out there... you better take care of your teeth.. i am so paranoid about the cleanliness about my teeth now.. i will clean it properly.. spend more then 3 times the time brushing as compared how long i used to take...

Its good to be paranoid over the cleanliness of your teeth... they are very impt..

Peace Out!

Bleh

2007-04-22T22:17:00.000+08:00

Hey folks.. Nothing much.. but ytd.. went to louis house to play mahjong.. yeap.. MJ again. haha.. as usual.. i am the Carrot Cake.. haha.. but the amazing thing is.. mi and dave lost the same amount of $5.20.. HAHA!! Freaky gay shyt.. haha.. Dear also lost.. zzz.. but later they played again while i had enough of MJ.. they won back some! Grrr.. think dinner they purposely let me eat loads of carrot cake at chomp chomp.. haha!

Peace Out!

SOMEBODY SAVE ME!!!!!!

2007-04-16T21:45:00.000+08:00

HELP! PLEASE HELP!

I am desperately in need of help.. help to... help to...

To.. Decide!!! NTU or SMU! i seriously cant decide...

NTU
-The Name itself holds a competitive edge
-3 Yrs Direct Honour
-Cheaper then SMU in terms of Fees(Other $ not included yet)
-Its Damn Far
-Academic Based.. that means study until u die..

SMU
-ITs SO DAMN NEAR!
-3 Yrs Direct Honour / 3.5 Yrs with a 2nd Major / 4-4.5Yrs Double Degree
-Around $6k more in terms of sch fees.
-My Uncle have good Remarks abt Graduates from SMU, Very Confident
-Project Based.. that means do project until u die..

Sigh..... This is really much tougher then i thought it would be..

Peace Out!

Incoming! Take Cover!

2007-04-11T22:49:00.000+08:00

Haha.. just heard news today.. our PM and another Minister is going to give up their pay increment to the charity.. For our PM.. its a whopping 0.6 Mil to the designated charity for 5 years to come.. thats really good!

He also mentioned.. why all this increment and stuff.. actually.. i kinda agree with him.. Why is Singapore here TODAY? Why is SG such a Vibrant and Happening Place? Why do other Govt come over and ask for our Govt's Advice on Running the country. i guess all this happen for a reason and not by chance..

The Govt might not be perfect... But its the best they have till now.. and they are all doing a great job thus far.. what more can we say.. they deserve better pay..

Peace Out!

Amazing Singapore

2007-04-10T22:05:00.000+08:00

Hey Peepz,

Well.. recently there is a huge uproar about the pay increment for govt bodies.. wanna share a little of my opinions..

Some stuff that i found out.. Our President is earning roughly 3 TIMES more then the President of US, George Bush(The World Most Powerful Man). Thats damn god like.. haha.. Base on the fact that US has such a huge economy.. but perhaps there are other incentives that they did not take into account when calculating his salary..

But what really puzzle me the most would be the statement made by the govt.. they mentioned that The Pay raise is to help retain the talents in the govt bodies as there is an increase in turnover. Base on this point i totally agree.. as the private sector has alot more $$ to be earned! But they also mentioned that this is to prevent Corruption!

Are they trying to say that the ppl working in the govt NEEDS $$$ so as to satisfy their own needs thus preventing corruption? Are they trying to say that our society and education system has taught them all these? What happen to all the moral and values? Are they trying to say that the govt is running based on $$ ? I know they need $$ to survive.. but to me.. Its a honor to be a Minister of singapore and having that means u r working for the people.. giving them benefits.. serving others before self.. thats wat a great leader would be.. even if there is a pay raise, why the top gets a higher pay raise.. 20-30% (i Estimate) while those working at the ground.. Like police officers.. only 10-13%!! It should be the other way round!! Grr...

These are just some thoughts i have.. perhaps they are thnking that havin a pay raise would prevent Corruption.. as prevention is better then cure.. just like the Singapore Police Force. Heard from a friend that they would patrol the area with their beacon lights on.. i was like.. wouldn't u alert the thieves and let them run away? He told me that his job there was more of a deterrence.. just like our Singapore Armed Forces.. To Deter the Enemy by displaying our superior forces and technology..

Lesson from The Govt of Singapore:
Deterrence is Better then Cure.

Peace Out!

Just Another Bad Day in the History Book

2007-04-01T01:37:00.000+08:00

Life is such a nuisance.. you cant practice what you preach all the time.. so wat happens after that.. argh man.. today MJ lose like mad.. total up $18 bucks.. Dear also quite bad.. around $33 something.. wat an expensive day for us..

F*** Up!

This bottle is going to be filled up real soon.. after that what will happen? Hmm.. need to find out how to make this bottle bigger so it can contain more.. or just to let it all out so it can be filled again?

Questions and Answers.. who will have them?

Peace Out!

Spartans!

2007-03-31T01:03:00.000+08:00

OMFG.. i never realise a show can be so good.. it kept me at the edge of the seat throughout the entire movie.. there wasn't even a second for me to breathe!

To all the FOOLS out there who haven watch the show 300, GO CATCH IT PLS! love this show.. totally.. went to watch with minz today.. she finds some part quite gruesome and cruel.. cos there are lots of Head/Hand/Leg chopping off and flying around.. haha!

Minz is damn SNEAKY! she is a sneaky little gal.. as we got some spare time to waste before the movie.. we walked around and ended up in the Times Bookstore.. we browsed around and i chanced upon The Secret Book.. was trying to find the video.. was just looking at it.. and telling minz i will get it in time to come.. dunno why.. it just feel to mi its not time to buy it yet.. haha!

After that.. i walked over to the humor section.. hoping to find some baby blues collection that minz still short of.. look high and low.. but to no avail.. (Pls rmb the time i spent here looking for the comic as TIME Z)

Sent minz back.. was using her toilet.. when i wanted to leave.. gave her a hug.. noticed a hard stuff at her back! ITS THE BOOK! omg.. i was totally snook... thought how come she know i wanted to buy this book when she only knew it today.. asked her when she bought it.. she say JUST NOW! OMG.. i am so lost.. when when when.. i cant freaking figure out.. haha.. thats when TIME Z comes into play.. she took that short while to execute her action.. omg. she is so sneaky.. haha...

Love u dear and thanks alot.. i gave u the book cos i thought u will like it.. nvr expect anything in return.. nonetheless. thanks!

Peace Out!

I Zamilovanost Dear

2007-03-30T11:33:00.000+08:00

Hello Everybody.. hmm.. totally forgot to mention tat my dear bought me 3 t-shirts from china.. 1 orange Dri-fit Adidas which i zamilovanost ALOT! cos it has the type of orange colour that i zamilovanost the most.. 1 quicksilver t-shirt which is very nice also.. and 1 Nike t-shirt which has a damn cool words in front.. argh.. zamilovanost them all so much.. Thanks Dear!

Anyway.. i noticed that gals like to use the word heart in place of love.. haha.. i heart this and that.. weird man.. haha.. anyway.. u guys must be wondering what the hell that word zamilovanost means.. am i crazy or is blogger spoiled.. well.. just to educate all of u out there.. Zamilovanost is actually love in Czech.. haha.. learned something new today ya.. oh ya.. did i mentioned before.. i love the Czech national Team Jersey.. its damn nice.. but its too exp.. wahaha..

I Zamilovanost Dear!

Peace Out!

Super Long break

2007-03-27T16:40:00.000+08:00

Woho!

I got another 3 wks of MC from my last visit to the doctor.. so going to be on mc till 12 april! wahaha.. after that.. hmm.. going to do something about it.. totally dun have the mood to go back unit at all.. maybe just to pack my stuff.. other then tat! no way i am going back.. haha.. i am plain lazy..

Well.. been lazing around too much.. gonna start hitting the gym.. or i will be off touch! haha.. later dear dun want mi... ARGH!

anyway my leg is getting much better.. been going to TTSH for physio. but! those physio sessions are so.. bo liao! they simply ask mi to use the machine which i have it in my condo's gym.. and tell mi to do that for 10mins/30counts bla bla.. after which they just walk away to their desk and sit and CHAT! omg.. i can do this on my own in my condo's gym.. damn it.. but.. i am still going back every monday morning.. cos i want a super speedy recovery.. and i will do anything that will help.. cos i wanna play soccer soon!

cant wait for the day i can join them on sunday for soccer.. miss all this soccer action so much.. haha.. games are nothing compared to SOCCER!

I HEART SOCCER! and dear of course..

Peace Out!

Guess Whos Back!

2007-03-19T16:10:00.000+08:00

Yeah! Alas... she is back again! From the Motherland.. Hmm.. Went to the airport.. but only got to see and be with her for less then 5 mins... haha.. but its all worth while.. kept thinking abt the online shop.. and the more i think abt it.. the less attractive it becomes.. haha! oh well..

She is gonna be quite busy now.. with her sch and work.. gonna try to help her as much as possible.. cant wait to see her tonite! whahahahha...

Peace Out!

Lonely.. Lonely..

2007-03-14T23:19:00.000+08:00

Hey!

Nothing much to blog.. boring life just staying home.. haha!

Monday: Morning: Game
Afternoon:Help Minz with some of her work
Evening:Game

Tuesday: Morning:Sort Music Files
Afternoon:Game/Help Minz
Evening:Game

Wednesday: Morning:Help Minz
Afternoon:Game/Tuition to Nic
Evening:Game/Tuition to Nic

Love my new com.. though its a little exp.. haha.. dave say its a paper tiger.. quite true.. but oh well.. will try to do something about it soon.. Gonna see my darling in 4 Days Time!

Peace Out!